the october first dream and they wont publish to date!

my mom was putting up white lace curtains she made that came from 20 Sutton place;SWAMPSCOTT,MA.she was alive but killed,JUST THERE TO GUIDE ME; and she was showing me the curtains ;white lace is the opposite of the black lace = A signal,FROM MY GIRLFRIEND, for i am dead ,if you don't rescue me;
she put them up so i could go to the lawyer; who is also dead; atty smith;I SAW HIM WITH DAD AND GOTTI; i gave THIS ATTY the keys ;tattoo- Danny told me to ,so he could show the house ,on 20 Sutton place ;where my dad was killed, and ,three mom hostages lived, with me ;(I WAS IN THE FRONT PAGE QUEER BASHED BY CUNNINGHAM)
in the dream; they said; i better give the keys to that lawyer; to sell IT,cause:
my brother killed the family ,(DAD;MOM ALREADY GONE)and is collecting the rents FROM THERE ;EVERY TIME SOMEONE WAS KILLED;HE'D REMODEL ;GET RID OF THE MOM STUFF AND WE ALL HAD TO MOVE AGAIN;
;then my mom was wrinkling the curtains and reshowing them to me ,AGAIN;
HOLDING THEM UNDER MY NOSE ,IN HER HANDS SAYING SEE!! SEE!
WHITE LACE;LIKE THEY CANT GET ME NOW;
and the key to the front door was too small ,so i had to give THE ATTY a back door key; and hope the front door one worked; then she was reshowing me the white lace curtains and chiffon ones were nice and hanging ON 20 SUTTON PLACE SWAMPSCOTT,MA.
.....everyone was dead ,including dad,NOW;1987 FEB 2,SO HE COULD DIE AND BE BURIED ON HIS BIRTHDAY;A COMMON THREAT TO DAD BY TED IF MY MEMORY IS CORRECT;
;ted took over and i just found out.....MOM WAS OK CAUSE SHE WAS DEAD AND TELLING ME ;I'M OK BUT DO SOMETHING ABOUT TED BEFORE ITS TOO LATE;START WITH SUTTON PLACE;THEN SHE DISAPPEARED AND I AWOKE SICK TO MY STOMACH AGAIN
i recall at the funeral ;Costa was there ,to get the mom hostage(WHO LATTER TOLD ME AS MY GIRLFRIEND ,THAT COSTA WAS GONNA KILL HER PIX ATTACHED FIRST ONE ,ALTHOUGH HE ESCORTED THE ONE WITH THE PLASTIC BAG ON HER HEAD TO HER DEATH IN WONDER LAND TOO,FOR CAPTAIN PISANI AND MY BRO)) and ted was there@ THE FUNERAL ;GONNA HAVE A SIT DOWN W/ ME AND THE MOM HOSTAGE ; like an AZ hole ;sitting me down with mom hostage to say:OK NOW HEAR THIS there is no more money now;and Camile saying you better listen to your brother and the mom hostage; latter ;running to me as my girlfriend; to signal me; and tell me ;she was mom; and i better rescue her ;she was killed; her pic attached first; all the others are not available ;but; the next two are also mom- hostages their pix are available;cause ;
these three are also published on the same site, on a snuff collectors site ;which means they enjoyed the murder.
;just like mom ,or my goddesses, they were all close,to me , as that ,to me;and ted ;everyone knew;i had to protect their life as if mom WAS coming back;it was all up to me to talk and kill them all or keep everyone alive and go along;shut up like dad said about everything ,or captain frank pisani will go bizurk;my sister will come after me ;shes my "rival" and my brother and Camile don't care....
as far as mom and mom hostages ;you couldn't get any closer;to me than that
,SO NOW
WHAT DO WE DO!?
I NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ALL THE DETAILS,TO ,
THEY WANT ME TO FORGET DIE OR BE TOO SLANDERED TO BE HEARD!
;I WANT TO TELL WHO IS IN ON THIS WITH MY BROTHER AND SISTER;TELL ,ALTHOUGH ITS TOO LATE; WHO WAS KILLED;THEY EVEN GOT TO MY CLOSEST TEACHERS!!! WAIT TILL I TELL YOU THOSE DETAILS ;THEIR REPLACEMENTS MAYBE IN THE SAME DEAL AND TROUBLE ;CERTAINLY THEY HAVE THE PASSED ON OBVIOUS ASSETS ;I KNOW THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE UNLESS THEY WERE IN TROUBLE AND INVOLVED.....
;THEY LEFT NO ONE TO CHANCE
THIS IS THE BIGGEST FRAUD IN HISTORY;YOU KNOW IT!!!!
WE GOTTA GET IT OUT;
"DON'T LET THEM ENJOY, ANOTHER DAY!"
,That's SAME STATEMENT WAS TOLD TO ME BY SOMEONE ;@ 20 SUTTON PLACE SWAMPSCOTT;BUT I DON'T RECALL WHO ,
OR THE SITUATION
;I CERTAINLY DIDN'T TAKE ACTION;
I WAS TOO BUSY WITH MOM HOSTAGES
AND HOPING MOM WAS STILL OK;
AND SHE WAS LONG DEAD.......
THE FIRST DEAD
WHEN LYNNFIELD BECAME THE RESIDENCE
AND DAD SQUANDERED MY FIVE MILLION ;
the money my MOM WAS ARGUING FOR
(her last argument ,that's for sure).............


EVEN A GIRLFRIEND AND A STAR YELLED AT DAD, ABOUT THE FIVE MILLION! AND THE HOUSE BEING MINE ;AND NOT RITE FOR HIM TO TOUCH IT;THEY WENT RITE IN HIS OFFICE ;WITH ME THERE;I DIDN'T KNOW WHY THEY WERE DEFENDING ME;IT WAS POP ;SPONTANEOUS;then there was no mom;ma begged me with mom to stay;something they couldn't tell me ;but i left then when i returned;she was gone and replaced;by a nameless female i know now as the ugly fat swallow ;the one with the plastic bag killed by franks snuff threat took over and she was almost crying ;descending the stairs hoping i wouldn't say anything like i did with the ugly fat swallow;i played along since then....see first and second pic ;third was very close to me also and was a mom hostage i never thot they'd kill and my brother did.......
don't let anyone like us atty Sullivan tell you that impossible according to their evidence;then tell me goddess rosemary is alive;THAT IS SICK!;
WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME MY MOM IS ALIVE TOO
PS i guess you can see why this one is so hostile and is in huge trouble stuck in fetish films in Camile circuits of forced prostitution her ;living like skid row in a bed house ;(pink marks ion her left hand and back)
don't expect me to handle it
they stole my hat ;last straw!

nitemare on recent contact slain

I dreamed we had a big meeting
on how to get the mold out of her Swede hiking boots
she left them here,on purpose
over and over ;she'd keep leaving her traces, so i will have something of proof
of her exsistance;
she was the nice one
she was so nice so humble
.... in spite of who kept hostile contacts in her place.
i guess some of these human traffick vicitms are psycho hostile with fear.
but i had a long nightmare....,on her....woke from it sick all over ,at 615am est this morning....
she remained nice thru out;THAT WAS VERY NOTICED.
she left a lot of evidence with me on purpose
(in real life )cause she signaled ,and she knew ;she was going to be snuffed;
I dreamed ;like she was alive, but, unable to speak ,and, I kept going over her hair and, how she was alive;
but ,she wouldn’t speak
and she had on her pink blouse ,and, couldn’t come back ;
had nothing to say;FLOATING;
I started getting so sick; all over me;
she was in the basement and in the winter ,over AT THE BED-HOUSE, REVEREBEACH AREA CLOSE TO ME AROUND THE CORNER....
and her feet all wet ,and ,frozen; full of snow.
I had the meeting ,with an assaultive nurse I know ,from a shelter;and a laughing deceitful elderly female ;who didn’t care ,and said:" ya you cant ever get that mold out ,so.... even though she’s gone ;you cant ever wear her boots ,or.... you will get foot-fungus and ,I said, but, I cant thro them out!
she’s coming back !,but ,she was in the background;floating there all the while-there -like a ghost ,but, not there.
she wanted to speak ;she was in her pink blouse;in tact,
and I kept seeing her newly chopped hair, but ,I got so sick like;physically; I am now,when I woke up ,from this nitemare,that now....
im sick to my stomach;
lump in my throat; wanting to cry;
afraid to loose important person/persons,not unlike former art teacher, or someone else now;
urgent ;I write email,to Pam the psychic detective ;I thot and I ask her,
because she wont go ,and wants to say something....
I cant take this;
something must be done;someone must do something;why does it always have to come to this,because of a completely ingnored case coverup.
I think the pimp ,aka james,from that rooming house,that made prior death threats;and even someone at a shelter somewhere,in boston,ma. where this assaultive nurse really is ;knows- who had her and ,killed her,too....brazil psycho boy here ;stalking me down and forcing himself as a room-mate,and his arabic thugs comes to mind of course...
I think she said:" Mary", over and over ,in my long meeting ,in this long-nightmare....,but ,her lips never moved ,and she kept fading out;
smiling;
floating;
the ends of her hair ;electric;sticking up ,on ends; static ;where it was chopped, just days , before her murder,
in reality:
the nightmare will continue.